Say Goodbye.

All that is said were just said.
All left undone.
All left.
Left to seek other joys.
Left with me.
All alone.

Found out that using short phrases pact more meaning.
Maybe its just me.
Since i'm always thinking about useless stuffs.
That aint gonna happen.
Or might happen.
Now i just dont care.
Look at me how you guys want.
I'm just me so dont discuss me.

Wanna go just go, dont worry about me.
I'll be where u all know i'll be.
You can find me there.
Stop asking me along.
Unless u guys wanna tag along.
No this are not lyrics.

So say goodbye to all the vows WE took.
Say goodbye to all the times WE had.
And say goodbye to the heart YOU break.

The Blood Rose.

.The Blood Rose.
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Now its shattered.
Its so pain having to go through
the agony of waiting for the one.
Yet what's in store
was a dagger right though the heart.

It shatters
It bleeds
The dagger i'm holding,
a token for waiting.
You've asked for me to wait
and i kept on waiting.
Till the day it seems to end.

I ain't gonna cry.
Ain't gonna be mad.
All i wanted
is to know why.
Such a spendid knot
ended in a mess.

You ask me to focus.
Do you think its possible
With all the impossible
thoughts in my mind?

Just one drop of hope.
Yet all i get
is a drop of blood.

A drop of blood
it kills the bond.

It shatters
It bleeds
The dagger i'm holding,
a token for waiting.
You've asked for me to wait
and i kept on waiting.
Till the day it seems to end.

Now what's left
Is a Blood Rose
with sad sorrows.

A feeling i cant describe.

Its like numbing your whole heart and having a dagger stabbing right back at the same pathetic spot, where it is at its weakest. You see blood splattering out in every direction, your hands slippery with all the stains but somehow still gripping the handle of the dagger. You dont feel the pain. Numb with sorrow and neverendingness. Yet in the end, you are still stabbing yourself, even when you know you're already helplessly dead. That's how i feel. Emo? No...more like sorrow. How long i'm i supposed to wait? it cant be a day. cant be a week. not even a month. Maybe a year? 3 years? Can i have at least a single drop of hint for a single drop of hope. You've asked me not to give up. You are the ONLY one to ask me play back my bball. You are the one giving me hope. So now can you give me just one hope to make my wait end? Either good or bad. I wanna know. End my sorrow...just to either give me more sorrow or to shower me with endless smiles infront of my handphone, my computer or infront of your face.

Argh!

I thought i would forget you somehow. But the min i stepped into the lecture hall, i saw you. And thoughout the lecture, my eyes kept shifting my focus from the lecture to you. I just dont know why but that is wad happened. My mind was in a blank. Total blank. I might look happy but that's only the exterior of my shell. I just wanna say - I missed you very much since the time we last chatted. I've decided to wait on.

Shopping Shopping!

Went Peninsular Plaza with my frens this aftnn, bought a new bag and a skinny! haha. The bag was for only 14 bucks? i bet i'm visiting PP for almost once per month from now on. After that we went to Esplanade to chill and jam. Before we knew it, it was 10+ =.=

Accomplishment.

Weeks after starting playing this ancient rpg game again, i finally completed it this time. I tried completing this game several times before but i just couldnt finish it - either no time or just ran out of mood. But not this time. Might and Magic VI - Mandate of Heaven is the 3rd oldest CRPG just behind and . 3DO and NWC made this game possible but both companies was closed down. The only flaw of this game is its graphics, but what can you expect from a 1998 game? lol. I liked its gamestory and its skill system. I took around 4-5weeks to complete and it was well worth it.

From paradise bus ride to horror bus ride.

Well, i hate bugs... Really. Ytd after bball i got on bus wif mj and headed home. It was called a paradise bus trip for a reason. hah, anyway, during chatting i felt something bushy around my legs.
I looked down and saw a caterpillar on my shoes! I jumped up and tried my best to shake it off! But it is like sticked to my shoe. >< i hesitated and then flicked it away. However it landed on someone infront of us. So the worm crawled on the someone's pants. For around 15mins? AND THE LADY DINT KNOW! LOL, we were laughing like crazy! Then i developed a phobia of worms and chged seats. -.- dam.

Long Time.

Hah, sorry gone for quite some time. I've got good news - the module coordinator made a mistake calculating my marks and i passed CS after all. jokes. sack yourself pls. Been working for the past 2 days and i'm shagged. =| but when out wif the guys today and cycled from ECP to Changi Airport's runway where i injured myself the last time round i've been there. haha. Quite a fun day but a bad start. Took a bunch of pics too. xD Tmr going out to amk to deliver a promise since 010109. LOL to eat prata wif my frens. Maybe aft that movie? =\

Mid-Autumn's Moon

Asher Book - Try

If I walk would you run?
If I stop would you come?
If I say you’re the one would you believe me?
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me.
The world is catching up to you,
while your running away to chase your dream.
Its time for us to make a move
cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready...

But im trying for your love.
I can hide up above.
I will try for your love.
We’ve been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along?
Or wait till im gone, oh how we push and pull.
If I give you my heart would you just play the part?
Or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful.
Am I catching up to you
while your running away, to chase your dreams.
Its time for us to face the truth
cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready...

But im trying for your love.
I can hide up above.
I will try for your love.
We’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love...
I can hide up above...

If I walk would you run?
If I stop would you come?

If I say you’re the one would you believe me?


This song's lyrics means alot to me.
I hope you'll understand how i feel between us now.

Fame.

Just watched fame today at cathay. Its a nice movie however with some loopholes. They shuld not have done the movie in a macro view, cos they nid to cover to many personal life of all the characters in the movie in such a short duration. They can lengthen the movie and add more detailed solution. yea, the ending was pretty fast and dint show much of a conclusion to everyone's problem. But overall it was a nice movie wif nice dance moves and muziks.

Nearly.

I nearly lost it. nearly lost my keys. but it wasnt the keys i'm worrying abt. nvm its save at home. i tot i brought it out and when i'm in the bus i tot it went missing. so worried about it. what did it meant? i'm so glad to only find it at home safe on my table.