S I L E N T E A R S

2010-03-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

you're my still fantasy

2010-03-02T23:37:00.004+08:00

if you need someone, you're feeling blue
if you wait for love and you're alone

if you wana cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
i'll show you what real love can do

2010-03-02T15:44:00.001+08:00

you are my favourite hello
and my hardest goodbye

2010-03-02T14:54:00.005+08:00

through the storms, you go leaving all you've known.
through the storms, i'm searching for a way to get to you.

2010-03-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

gotta let you know, i knew what i did wasn't clever...
but me and you we're meant to be together.
so let me in...give me another chance.

2010-03-02T00:20:00.003+08:00

back to the time you and me had just begun..
when i was still your number one?

2010-02-28T23:57:00.004+08:00

Yes. The moon is full tonight again..but i'm all alone to see it once again..

I'll let you go.

2010-02-24T10:43:00.003+08:00

Ai yi ge ren, yao gen ta zai yi qi, jiu shi wei le yao rang ta kai xin.
Er wo xian zai, fan de ni hen tou tong, ni jue de ying gai bi kai wo,
na wo jiu ying gai zhou, mian de ni gen shang xin. Ni yao gai she
me, jiu gai she me, jui zhong yao shi yao rang ni zhi zi kai xing.

Moon, Cloud, Me

2010-02-23T10:48:00.002+08:00

These past few days, i cant see my moon. Something is wrong, something is very wrong. The cloud has blocked my view...now the only thing is this dark and cold sky. I feel so alone, without my moon, i feel so lost. I have always scolded the moon for being too "toot"(dumb) but i did not really imagine that it will be toot enough just to let the cloud block me. Although the cloud blocked her from me, i though i could see some kind of signal from the moon, maybe shine brighter and let your moonlight seep past the clouds? But it never happened, that is...for now. Maybe the moon is tired, it just want to stay put for awhile. There are a few days in a month that we cant see the moon, let this time be that few days..let time save this. Yes. Time can only tell now. So Wind, come forth and help me, help me blow the cloud away. Wind i will wait for your arrival, i have time, i have confidence and i have the faith that you will come, one day.

Looking into the future.

2010-02-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day

Just wanted to tell you, it really felt good to see you again...i know you're still sad deep down
inside. I even felt my heart ached when your sis said that her family women are all having relationship problems other that you. I hope that you'll forget the painful past and carry on. I'll be here for you, always. Im also looking forward for you to study for your degree. Work hard so that we can make it a reality! =) Forever missing you ~ <3

To The End

2010-01-21T22:01:00.001+08:00

He calls the mansion not a house but a tomb.
He's always choking from the stench and the fume.
The wedding party all collapsed in the room.
So send my resignation to the bride and the groom.
Let's go down!
This elevator only goes up to ten.
He's not around.
He's always looking at men
Down by the pool.
He doesn't have many friends.
As they are
Face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens.

If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?

(So say goodbye) to the vows you take
(And say goodbye) to the life you make
(And say goodbye) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.

i'm still waiting for their new album. :( and maybe someone else too.

Vanilla Twilight

2010-01-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

Someone reminded me about this song i used to listen to. But now that i've lost you, i realised that the lyrics to this song is so meaningful. I'm going to share a part of the song to you.

It's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.

I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

Life

2010-01-13T01:29:00.009+08:00

Life has to go on does'nt it?
Or does it?

Really dont know what to do without you, today i seem souless and empty. Everyone is asking me whether am i alright. I'm far from alright, in fact i dont seem to see alright in my life anymore.

Enough about me, now onto you.

I know it has been hard on you these few days coping with your illnesses and our problems. I heard that your sickness is gone. Spoke with your brother a little while back and found that you went out. At least you're doing much better than me, all alone cooped up at home aimlessly. Hope that after this incident, he can start treating you well and not take you for granted. Shower her with all your love and care, Eric. I'm counting on you.

Finally i felt the pain you had one year ago and now its my turn.
Finally i'm crying as i type all these out of my heart.

I'm still waiting for your return whether you want it or not.
I'm always by your side, always caring for you.

Yes i know you heard it alot of times now and this is how i felt
when you spammed me with all your sorries.

If you can sacrifice leaving me for my own good, there's no
reason i cannot sacrifice my entire life just waiting for you.

I hope you understand that.

11.10PM

2010-01-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

''okay tell me now, honestly, do you still like me or do you like him?''

''him''

Officially dead.
Thanks for all the lies you've gave me.
Just wanted to know why did you lie to me.
Some where in the future, if you have any problems, feel free to come back to me.

(P.S. I hate you for all the things you've done to me)

Untitled.

2010-01-11T00:40:00.003+08:00

Its that dagger i see infront of my heart again. It has already pierced into my skin and exposed my blood to the oxygen outside of my body. But this dagger is no ordinary dagger, its a dagger that you gave me. Out of so many people i might think of giving me a dagger, it was you. The pain is beyond any words that can be used in this scenario. I guess if you really put the blade in more, i wont have the strength and determination to pull it out of my heart anymore.

I'm not asking for your pitiness in this post, i just hope that you will make the right choice and not ending up hurting yourself again and again. This is just a post about how i feel in my heart now.

Foolishly Childish.

2010-01-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

I dont even know why am i blogging about you. I can say i dont know much about you, however for the things you have done today had utterly killed off the respect and pity i have for you. Why do u have to impersonate someone to talk to me? Why cant you just talk face to face with me? Why do u want to find out the truth so badly to even hurt the one you loved. You broke her heart so many times and yet asked her to forgive her every single time she wanted to leave you. Dont you personally think it is unfair to her own decision? Do you ever care for her feelings or just wanted to have a relationship with her so that others may think highly of you? Which guy would never ask his girl out for a movie after so long in a relationship? Yes i am pointing my crosshair dead centered at you, ET. If you want me to continue down the list, i can type whole day but i am disgusted by your childishness.

By hurting her, you did not just broke her heart but you made my day a living hell too do you realise that? You asked her to tell me to stop making things into a battle. Well just in case you are 'blur' again, i am not going to give up her and i will never give her up, nothing will make me give up her not even if i die. Yes as long as i am still breathing she will always be the one i loved dearly. So 'stop making things into a battle?' the battle has already begun since i returned to her life.

2010!

2010-01-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

2010 is here! That means mid term break is gonna be over! =( sighh
this 2 weeks fly past faster then i thought. Just came back from my trip a few days ago but i'm to lazy to update u guys about the trip. Maybe when i'm free then i'll upload pics up. =.= dam blardee alot of pics.

The Moon

2009-12-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

You say the moon links us together when we're far apart. This time i'm going to go even further without you. I wish i can take you along to where i'm going, i really do. Because without you, a holiday is never complete, without you my heart is always empty and without you, i'm always worried about you and your safety. So when i'm away i will always look up at the moon to be sure you are safe and sound, happily doing your own things. This holiday will pass slowly and time will seem to crawl into the darkness of history. A history of 2 weeks without you. I'm sad and worried about you my dear. So whenever you are feeling down or upset, please look up the moon like we used to do on that two faithful nights. Remember how we used to embrace each other when we looked upon the graceful and magnificent moon. Its a funny thing how an object or in this case a round piece of rock in space can be our symbol of love and care. I'll will continue to miss you until 10 days later when i'm back online. No one can replace you in my heart and i certainly hope that no one can replace me in your beautiful and kind heart. I love you. xoxo.

Thank You.

2009-12-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

Thanks for wad you've done for me these past few days. Keeping me awake and
pei-ing me while i did my assignments. You also finished yours before ur hols.
Not bad wor...so ... ... hardworking. haha. Well pei me oso nid to have a limit de.
Pei till fishing liao bad for health lehh.. Well, take good care of yourself when i'm
gone. Dun slp so late till red dots appear on ur face. I'll be missing you the whole
time of my holiday trip. =x I'd rather stay with you if there's a choice..
Talking about choices, i would rather give up anything in the world to have you.

Strange Dream

2009-12-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

Woke up from a strange dream today. A very very weird and eerie dream.
Its not like frightening or scary. Just pure weirdness.

Its afternoon and i'm walking home. Usual route home. But when i looked up at the sky,
instead of the sky, i saw somthing like another world above the clouds. I remembered
clearly, the view was like from an airplane, and u looked out thru the window down onto
a city, but much more nearer. Maybe like a few km away from where i'm standing.
I remember i can even see the roads and the vehicles moving on that 'world'. Its damn
eerie yet just struck me in the mind that it was so magnificent. My heart was pounding
from the sight of it. It is very very very weird. Why do i have a dream like this? i continued
to stare at it and the next thing in my dream i outside my house still staring at the distant
'world'. Will this dream be a reality someday? I just find it eerie and awe inspiring at the same
time.

They are almost back...!

2009-12-13T12:36:00.003+08:00

Yes!! They are coming back with their new album soon. Cant wait for it!!

My Chemical Romance will grace January's issue of Alternative Press with the most anticipated album of 2010. Each band member will have their own cover, and subscribers to the magazine will receive a special edition with all 5 members. Check out the cover with all 5 of them, and then check out the covers for Gerard, Ray, Frank, Mikey and Bob.

Forever in my heart..

2009-12-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

When I Miss You, I Dont Have To Go Far...
I Just Have To Look Inside My Heart.
Because That's Where I'll Find You.

New Moon

2009-12-03T22:36:00.006+08:00

Familiar?

Its hard to get this 2 rings to reunite wor..
=x surprised that i still kept it?

Well, it took me dam long to took this pic and upload it into my blog. -.- Watched New Moon today during my 4 hours break. Quite a nice movie but lacked of fight scenes. Like it when jacob transforms.

Its so funny to see how the 3 main characters are so similiarly portrayed with the 3 of us. =\ Really thinking alot through the movie.

Anyway its up to you how do u wanna substitute the 2 guys in yourself. Kinda hard too. In the end you'll just have to hurt either one of us.

Just crossing my fingers tight for the time being now.
Hope to hear from you soon.

Here without you.

2009-12-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
I would rather die than stay here.
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my only, my love, my every means to live.
If you ever leave,
Baby i would find you somehow even if it takes my life away.

And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no smile on my face,
There would be no love in my life,
The world would mean nothing to me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything in my life,

And tell me now,
How should I live without you?
I want to know,
Can I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How must we go on?

If you ever leave,
Baby you would cast me away, alone.
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything?
You're everything that counts in my life.

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?

Just dont let go any more.
I really missed you since our last parting.
Hope to see you soon, be good till then.
We'll carry on until the end.
No one will ever, ever break us up.

Now may i just have your hand?

Time for Miracles.

2009-11-21T02:07:00.002+08:00

Been through one week of assignment rush..feels so beat now, yet i'm still up here blogging at this timing. =\ Finally got a temporary piece of heaven. Let loose for a couple of days and back to storyboarding assignment le. Just catched "2012" the 2nd time with my family. I really liked how the story unfolds and how it reflects upon us mankind. We tend to be self-centered in these times of crisis that we forgot about helping others who are in need. Some of the scenes are really touching. Aint gonna spoil the movie here. Go watch it, 8.50bucks for this movie is really damn worth it. But the ending kinda sucked. C'mon its supposed to be 2012 - the END of the world. Shall'nt say more. go watch it. =) overall a 4/5.

Exactly 1 week later, i will be more relaxed than now. I'm gonna surprise a few people that i havent seen for quite some time now. I hope it wont fall apart. But yea, if u are reading this - my plan already failed. haha. but i doubt u will see this. Okay off to slp.

Time for Miracles.

Sui Dao - Freya Lin

2009-11-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

時間一分一秒心情像白雲自在的飄
獨自坐在公園一角任憑風衝進懷抱
十二點的鐘聲傳遍了城市每條街道
期待擁抱又害怕會被你知道

到底是要遠遠看你還是靠近一點更好
我不確定你是不是我一直要找的主角
我用騙人的祈禱騙自己我現在很好
和你在一起的每分每秒就像走過彩虹隧道

時間一分一秒同一座城市相互尋找
獨自坐在公園一角看著雨後的青草
十二點的鐘聲傳遍了城市每條街道
有誰知道我現在矛盾的心跳

到底是要遠遠看你還是靠近一點更好
我不確定你是不是我一直要找的主角
我用騙人的祈禱騙自己我已經看到
忐忑不安的背後是微笑是我們的彩虹隧道

幻想不停圍繞它很美也很煎熬
我卻無法選擇要或不要

到底是要遠遠看你還是靠近一點更好
我不確定你是不是我夢中見過的主角
我用騙人的祈禱騙自己你沒有看到
陽光底下我的心像羽毛跟你飛過彩虹隧道

Down.

2009-11-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

Its all going down.
Mood is going down.

Grades are going down.
Basketballing is going down.
Fellowship with friends are going down.

How are you doing
I wonder.

Why must i still think about you,
even when i know you may not do the same about me.

Saw you today alone in the library rushing your work.
I felt bad not being there the night before having to rush you to do your work.
I felt bad not no even lay my eyes on you although i really wanted to talk to you.

Even when i settle down on my seat, i had the temptation to message you.
Asking you about your work and how was you coping with all the workload.
I know you are vexed with all the given assignments but hang in there, jia you.

Well, not only you, i didnt do quite well for my recent few assignments.
Kinda screwed them up just because i wasnt in the mood to do them. Used to it by now.

I know i shouldn't be talking about this again.
But i just couldn't help it.
I hope i can just isolate and banish this feeling into the deepest corners in my heart.
But it just doesn't work this way.

I'm tired, very very tired.
But what's weird is no matter how very tired i am, i still think of you.

Just wondering do you in anyway ever feel this way?

Say Goodbye.

2009-10-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

All that is said were just said.
All left undone.
All left.
Left to seek other joys.
Left with me.
All alone.

Found out that using short phrases pact more meaning.
Maybe its just me.
Since i'm always thinking about useless stuffs.
That aint gonna happen.
Or might happen.
Now i just dont care.
Look at me how you guys want.
I'm just me so dont discuss me.

Wanna go just go, dont worry about me.
I'll be where u all know i'll be.
You can find me there.
Stop asking me along.
Unless u guys wanna tag along.
No this are not lyrics.

So say goodbye to all the vows WE took.
Say goodbye to all the times WE had.
And say goodbye to the heart YOU break.

The Blood Rose.

2009-10-24T00:36:00.006+08:00

.The Blood Rose.
-----------------------------------------------
Now its shattered.
Its so pain having to go through
the agony of waiting for the one.
Yet what's in store
was a dagger right though the heart.

It shatters
It bleeds
The dagger i'm holding,
a token for waiting.
You've asked for me to wait
and i kept on waiting.
Till the day it seems to end.

I ain't gonna cry.
Ain't gonna be mad.
All i wanted
is to know why.
Such a spendid knot
ended in a mess.

You ask me to focus.
Do you think its possible
With all the impossible
thoughts in my mind?

Just one drop of hope.
Yet all i get
is a drop of blood.

A drop of blood
it kills the bond.

It shatters
It bleeds
The dagger i'm holding,
a token for waiting.
You've asked for me to wait
and i kept on waiting.
Till the day it seems to end.

Now what's left
Is a Blood Rose
with sad sorrows.

A feeling i cant describe.

2009-10-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

Its like numbing your whole heart and having a dagger stabbing right back at the same pathetic spot, where it is at its weakest. You see blood splattering out in every direction, your hands slippery with all the stains but somehow still gripping the handle of the dagger. You dont feel the pain. Numb with sorrow and neverendingness. Yet in the end, you are still stabbing yourself, even when you know you're already helplessly dead. That's how i feel. Emo? No...more like sorrow. How long i'm i supposed to wait? it cant be a day. cant be a week. not even a month. Maybe a year? 3 years? Can i have at least a single drop of hint for a single drop of hope. You've asked me not to give up. You are the ONLY one to ask me play back my bball. You are the one giving me hope. So now can you give me just one hope to make my wait end? Either good or bad. I wanna know. End my sorrow...just to either give me more sorrow or to shower me with endless smiles infront of my handphone, my computer or infront of your face.

Argh!

2009-10-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

I thought i would forget you somehow. But the min i stepped into the lecture hall, i saw you. And thoughout the lecture, my eyes kept shifting my focus from the lecture to you. I just dont know why but that is wad happened. My mind was in a blank. Total blank. I might look happy but that's only the exterior of my shell. I just wanna say - I missed you very much since the time we last chatted. I've decided to wait on.

Shopping Shopping!

2009-10-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

Went Peninsular Plaza with my frens this aftnn, bought a new bag and a skinny! haha. The bag was for only 14 bucks? i bet i'm visiting PP for almost once per month from now on. After that we went to Esplanade to chill and jam. Before we knew it, it was 10+ =.=

Accomplishment.

2009-10-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

Weeks after starting playing this ancient rpg game again, i finally completed it this time. I tried completing this game several times before but i just couldnt finish it - either no time or just ran out of mood. But not this time. Might and Magic VI - Mandate of Heaven is the 3rd oldest CRPG just behind and . 3DO and NWC made this game possible but both companies was closed down. The only flaw of this game is its graphics, but what can you expect from a 1998 game? lol. I liked its gamestory and its skill system. I took around 4-5weeks to complete and it was well worth it.

From paradise bus ride to horror bus ride.

2009-10-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

Well, i hate bugs... Really. Ytd after bball i got on bus wif mj and headed home. It was called a paradise bus trip for a reason. hah, anyway, during chatting i felt something bushy around my legs.
I looked down and saw a caterpillar on my shoes! I jumped up and tried my best to shake it off! But it is like sticked to my shoe. >< i hesitated and then flicked it away. However it landed on someone infront of us. So the worm crawled on the someone's pants. For around 15mins? AND THE LADY DINT KNOW! LOL, we were laughing like crazy! Then i developed a phobia of worms and chged seats. -.- dam.

Long Time.

2009-10-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

Hah, sorry gone for quite some time. I've got good news - the module coordinator made a mistake calculating my marks and i passed CS after all. jokes. sack yourself pls. Been working for the past 2 days and i'm shagged. =| but when out wif the guys today and cycled from ECP to Changi Airport's runway where i injured myself the last time round i've been there. haha. Quite a fun day but a bad start. Took a bunch of pics too. xD Tmr going out to amk to deliver a promise since 010109. LOL to eat prata wif my frens. Maybe aft that movie? =\

Mid-Autumn's Moon

2009-10-03T20:06:00.007+08:00

Asher Book - Try

If I walk would you run?
If I stop would you come?
If I say you’re the one would you believe me?
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me.
The world is catching up to you,
while your running away to chase your dream.
Its time for us to make a move
cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready...

But im trying for your love.
I can hide up above.
I will try for your love.
We’ve been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along?
Or wait till im gone, oh how we push and pull.
If I give you my heart would you just play the part?
Or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful.
Am I catching up to you
while your running away, to chase your dreams.
Its time for us to face the truth
cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready...

But im trying for your love.
I can hide up above.
I will try for your love.
We’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love...
I can hide up above...

If I walk would you run?
If I stop would you come?

If I say you’re the one would you believe me?

This song's lyrics means alot to me.
I hope you'll understand how i feel between us now.

Fame.

2009-10-03T00:41:00.005+08:00

Just watched fame today at cathay. Its a nice movie however with some loopholes. They shuld not have done the movie in a macro view, cos they nid to cover to many personal life of all the characters in the movie in such a short duration. They can lengthen the movie and add more detailed solution. yea, the ending was pretty fast and dint show much of a conclusion to everyone's problem. But overall it was a nice movie wif nice dance moves and muziks.

Nearly.

2009-10-02T01:03:00.001+08:00

I nearly lost it. nearly lost my keys. but it wasnt the keys i'm worrying abt. nvm its save at home. i tot i brought it out and when i'm in the bus i tot it went missing. so worried about it. what did it meant? i'm so glad to only find it at home safe on my table.

The Blood Rose.

2009-09-29T23:30:00.001+08:00

All this pain and sufferings, will be ending soon.

Prematurely.

4Bia 2 or 5?

2009-09-28T19:42:00.002+08:00

LOL went into the cinema, and got confused over the title of 4bia. We called it 4bia 2 but they emphasized more on the 'five' stories rather than it is a 2nd part. so they put it as 4bia with a big 5 on the back = 4bia 5. =.= well the movie was great. I'm sure she would like it anyway. Lots of blood in the movie that makes us think that the blood is like free water. Wounds which leads to more blood. Zombies...that make us tink we are watching real l4d. LOL. In The End, it was a great movie. Especially like the last movie. 60% LAUGHTER 40% HORROR. Damn epik. =) wish u were there.

Jeff Wishes...

2009-09-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

Well, thinking alot today.. wad do i wish for?

1. I wish i did not fail cs.
2. I wish that 4 of us will never gonna be separated.
3. I wish to enter a bball competition again.
4. I wish that my budds are in nyp so that i wont be balling alone.
5. I wish that you are not going to come to sg, pls stay in msia.
6. I wish that i can watch 4bia with you.
7. I wish that things are gonna be better in sem 2.

As for other stuffs i do, i just wish that i am determined.
I believe strongly in Determination. It is what that makes me, me today.

No determination = no steals, no speed, no lust for possession.
No determination = still down there hoping that you will notice me in class.
No determination = No where.

Balling Day

2009-09-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

Quite shuang today, went for ball frm 1 to 7. no signs of cramming le. maybe its really the cold drinks. =\ i wan go watch phobia 2...ppl watch till can go puke? making me soooo excited. seriously got so nice meh? i wanna watch. No one wan to watch de, all scared of horror movies. -.-

Results

2009-09-23T11:27:00.002+08:00

I cant say i passed all cos i failed the most ridiculous module in my course. How in the hell can i fail comm skills? its like waddafuck?! -.- nvm, at least i cleared that SP shit. =D

A Devil Named 'Results'

2009-09-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

Yea a few more ours all NYPians will come face to face with a devil called 'Results'. How how? Die le lor. lol...just make sure i pass all ba. xD free $$$ in my pocket then. lmao. hmm really heated up my passion for bball after watching Nanyang #13. He is as tall as i am and as fast as i am. But i dont hv the stamina like him. He's really hyper!

Changes.

2009-09-22T00:17:00.005+08:00

Did some changes to my blog as u can see. Chged the heading, and the pic on your right. Yea, i love basketball, it is my passion. Oh yea i've also added 3 new songs into my player, so check it out. It should be playing by now. Hahah. Also shifted the position of the tagboard and my player so you dont have to scroll down to start the song. Now it plays when u are viewing my blog. =D

The Three new songs are,

So Fine - Sean Paul
Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship
Down - Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne

Enjoy.

(P.S. If the songs are still not updated yet, then screw this player)

Blister Painnn.

2009-09-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

Ball'd at night and got a freaking big blister on the side of my freaking left leg. Very pain...=\ got the temptation to poke it. haha..so soft leh...like water bomb. -.- tmr nid to help fren paint for his o'lvls. sian sian sian. too bad he nids me. =x anyhow paint bah.

Buffet Buffet.

2009-09-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

Double buffet day for me! xD gotta wake up at 9+ in the morning to meet up wif my frens for a lunch buffet down at the Shangri-La in town. I ate till so full that i cant walk upright. =.= aft that we went to ion and slacked the time away till abt 6+ and i trained down to clementi to meet my parents for another buffet. This time is a japanese buffet at turf city. Woahhhhh. So so so so so full. zzzz Never really ate so much in one day b4. Damn! ate so much, but in the end i weighed still 49kg. ARGH!

Mich's Bday

2009-09-16T02:35:00.002+08:00

Another birthday, another movie..okay this is the....3rd movie this month. yeah. k anyway, went to cineleisure and celebrated mich's bday eve wif a group of frens. Well, i got a whole couple seat to seat with....MYself. xD soooo shuang! oh yea dinnered at Chicken BBQ (i tink that's the correct name) and its quite nice. well within price range too. =) oh yea thn i saw something weird... a saw someone that looked a whole lot like you. like, *smack* flash and gone. dint take a good look. The weirdest thing is that, that person looked at me. Woah...i got so charming meh? i dont wan to. =|

Regrets.

2009-09-14T15:21:00.003+08:00

Well, gotta post early before i forgot to post again. Without you i'm forgetting to do alot of stuffs. =\ okay shh. I regret wad i did today, somthing i shouldnt do...something people wont ever know i will do. I feel so....short suddenly. So damn short....

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

2009-09-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find.

I've fallen for you. Deeply.

Missing

2009-09-13T01:34:00.002+08:00

Something is really missing. Feel so empty...suddenly. Is it me? or am i thinking too much again? suddenly, i dont understand. I worry...and i wanna care. Really wish that day would come, as if like the Night of Shooting Stars. Starting to really miss you very damn much... Looking at it...reminds me of you. Why am i so emo suddenly after totally owning a dota match? Maybe its called the power of love...

Workiing

2009-09-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

Wahahahah, started work le, same old place. Domeee. Okay la, not a bad day, but tired by all the standing la. zzz so long. ppl still very nice there. xD tmr 2nd day chiong ahhhhh. Thought of my lil bro ytd night. If he was alive, he might be either sec4 or tertiary schling now bah..wonder how he looks like. =| Sad for how he was unable to see this world. get a taste of it. =\ instead he blessed my mom into giving birth to a irritating little girl 8 yrs ago. lol. Thanks bro.

Swimming

2009-09-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

Went swimming today and chit chatted...we even ran down to buy subway and eat beside the pool. wahahah. after than went to watch aliens in the attic! Not a bad movie! very funny too!! lol. esp the ricky and the ah ma. woah nice. going to watch the final destination again! free tix lolz. In the end still missing you... =(

Steamboat Buffet!

2009-09-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

Wahahaha went for a steamboat tonight wif frens ate alot. we also saw something that we should not hv seen...let's just put it tt way if we complained , then we will have free dinner. but we dint. =\ well the food there was alright bah. how in the world can u cook a satay until the satay stick caught fire and the whole meat was black. =.= aft tt we went for lan =x at night...soooo shuang. haha.

Bball Bball Supper and Talks..

2009-09-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

Kinda bballed whole day...i tink i'm addicted to balling again thanks to you. lol. Really like it when i play bball. Afternn ball, went home for dinner and when out to bball again. very enthu hor? -.- well aft tt we went for supper at a nearby coffee shop and spilled out our heart...talks you know. =\

When I'm With You - Faber Drive

2009-09-07T00:34:00.003+08:00

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me too
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
But that's gonna change
Cuz' I'm coming back to show you that
I'm keeping the promise I made.

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cuz when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count.

Well, nothing much to say today except thinking much about you.
Posted the lyrics of this song because it relates to how i am feeling now..

(The song is in my player. 2nd song)

Bug Bug Bug

2009-09-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

Stupid bug in my room made me didnt slp properly ytd night. zzzz keep waking up. Then met up with my frens playing bball, and as usual the 'shen' was late again. -.- xi guan le. i oso waited 30mins for the bus to come! zzz Well anyways, get to ren shi one England baller who is 17 yrs old. sooo cool, i tot english ppl only know how to play soccer, he was very zhun! and shuai! lol i feel like a gay now =.=

Celebration

2009-09-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

Yeah, 1st day after so long without thinking of work. Now is SLACK~~ haha. okay so i dint go to swim, i over slpt. woke up around 2.30 xD sooo nice. met them and went to lan, played for 2 games and our voice was almost gone. we did a little night walk frm parklane to cineleisure. lol...yea hot and tiring. after eating went back to clementi and met up with other 2 guys and went for supper. okay if tmr i take my weight and i'm not 50kg, i will kill myself. =.=

Good night sleep. Finally.

2009-09-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

Can you say, SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER?! haha. SP presentation was today and okay lar nth much to say...After that i was dragged out to watch movie. I love beth cooper, it was quite funny and it made me stay awake. haha, i was going to slp lar. so tired. Bei zen'd by 2 girls is like... =.= aiyohhh. So today i shuld have a good rest and tmr will be a relaxing day in the pool with frens. Yes POOL, WATER! muahahahah. lol. Maybe joining them for steamboat at night too? idk, kinda broke le. =x ENJOY YOUR FREEDOM WHILE YOU CAN!

Backstab.

2009-09-03T02:34:00.003+08:00

Here stab there stab till leg cramp while playing basketball today. -.- well it is worth it, cos i nvr run so much in a game b4 and i like our teamwork! xD jiayou. 2nd match jiu cramp le. cant really do much other than standing around shooting when the ball comes to me. With one disabled noob, we managed to cover the gap from 2-6 to 6-6 in the end losing 8-11. nvm la, we knew ourselves who won. xD

As for SP...i'm redoing the poster, cd and cd cover...cos...it sucks. hahaha. Maybe i have too much time ba? I dont tink so. Well, i need to improve on my photoshopping skills too. =) so no harm trying. Blogging at such timing is very weird...o.o

17 Hours 30 Minutes to Freedom.

2009-09-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yea, tmr @ 5pm i'll finally be free, just like a bird. These few days so chiong nid to do this do that. =.= really neglected people around me like my frens...I'll make it up for u guys! dont worry. I'm almost free. just abit more..abit...more...as i say this, time seems to pass so slowly as i'm doing my level design/cover design/prototype/printing/ =.= sigh. Please guide me through this ordeal =)

Crashed and almost burnt.

2009-08-31T23:08:00.003+08:00

Dota almost killed me tonight. =x Shuld rmb to chg status when playing next time. Well at least everything got sorted out alr. Wo bu shi gu yi de, qing yuan liang wo. Dui bu qi. >< Today, 2 of my family members had their birthday. They are 10yrs apart - my sister and my beloved cousin xD.
Happy Birthday to them and wish them good luck in everything they do, be it her english spellings or her interior design projects. And this ends all of my family member's birthday who took place in August. =| Total of 5 -.- i like AUGUST!

Drawing Fever.

2009-08-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

draw draw draw draw and draw. Sian liao, 3 more days...tahan la. Can de. After this looking forward to holidays..wad's holiday when i cant see you? i rather have sch. But not SP. =x I wan go shopping! i wan go movies! I just feel like sitting on a neverending roller coaster now. How fun can it be. =) full of twists and turns, up and down after all i will still be back just the way i am.

Final Destination @ iLuma

2009-08-30T00:27:00.003+08:00

Well, finally got to watch Final Destination and it was freaking worth it. The 3D was so freaking NICE! Blood splatters, Spanners Flying, Wheels Crashing and Fire Burning! wooo so real! Well the whole movie was shot in 3D so yea, this enhanced the overall experience. Found some really nice shops to buy cheap and nice clothes from. xD Shopping spree during hols!~

Xiang Tai Duo...

2009-08-28T18:39:00.003+08:00

Just have the sudden urge to blog after drawing my monsters. Ni shuo ni bu zai hu, wo ye bu jie yi, na wei she me wo men hai shi zhe yang ne? I am thinking to much alright? I shall not think so much from now on, and take one step at a time.

And I know, you may not miss me. But i'm not ashamed for the choice i made.
And I can't let this go...and i will keep it save and sound.

Wo shuo wo hui deng ni. This is an oath from me to you.

Weird.

2009-08-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

Nth much today...when to sch late again. Starting to feel the boredomness of going there. What's the point? draw oso can draw at home. Did the prototype halfway through...shuld be able to finish it by mon bah. As usual my frens let me wait for 1 1/2hrs just to come to nyp. sian...i feel soo... unimportant. meh..hu cares anyway.. no one. Tmr dont feel like going to sch le.

18 is better than 21.

2009-08-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

The 1st thing i woke up is to check the paper for the rating of TFD. as if god has heard my demanding screamings, it was rated m18. =D tt means i can watch le! woke up at 11+ today and yea went to sch late...shuldnt even went today. 1 word, sian. i feel...i feel the distance. why must this happen? went to buy materials for the prototype for tmr. oh yea, my frens are coming to sch to bball! shuang i shall let my hair down and dont tink too much for the time being bah. maybe i'm thinking too much. am i? did anything change?!

I dont give a damn about what people say
I just care about how you feel.

Untitled.

2009-08-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

I dont know how to name this post...its happy yet sad day? idk, i really dont know. At least everything went out smoothly bah. Except the waiting. =( tmr dont feel like going sch... how shuld i go anot. tell me howwww... i feel so tired. not physically but mentally. beaten. Ahhhh. suan le. see how bah...18 years ago my mom just got her biggest headache...18 years down the road, she is still having the same headache..=| hah..

The Eve...

2009-08-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Its the eve of a not very special day. An hour later, my mom will give birth to a not so special son 18 years ago. Well, hope tmr will be a happy day..well things got off to a rough start but who cares?! LOL i dont. Tmr after dome we'll be going movie ba? now headache on which movie to go watch... =x Tmr is going to be a long long night. i hope there is no birthday bash bah? dont scare me leh. x.x

LATE!

2009-08-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

Oops...rewind time pls...lol i forgot to blog on sun. so dam blur lah. its midnight now and i've just finished watching FD2. So bloody-ly nice! xD well, this evening its a typical family day aft out church..went to eat outside as usual but instead of going to all of the 'lao di fang' to eat, my dad decided to bring us to Jack's Place. woah its like. o.o?! cos he normally eats asian foods. today suddenly...western. bahh, the food there was..okay la..not that nice. THAT STUPID SLIPPER LOBSTER OR WADEVER SUCKS. not even up to standard..really disappointed. =( nvm. Tue we will have a better dinner! xD YES one more day to go. =D

Basketball.

2009-08-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

Well, the result of not playing for more than 3months is very very tired aft running for only a short while. =x really panting very very hard.. but it was fun to play ball wif my frens again xD feel so free when playing. one of them got injured too. =x not my fault ahhh! not me. today dunnoe why my chest like...guai guai de..very hard to breathe properly. o.o sian..i dun wan go see doc again. waste monehhh...3 more days to my birthday~! wooooo excited. i tink...

KFC KFC KFC.

2009-08-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yup, today a group of us went to kfc and had our lunch. I tink thats the only eventful thing abt today? haha nothing much either...sian sian sian sian sian one. -.- well finished wif my weapons drawings. Had a total of 22 bah i guess. Planning to add more if there is time. =) today in class i was msning.. chtting..wanted to kill time but it passed so slowly. =|

Tmr, zerothree will be back!~ Its been close to 4mths since this name was last heard...

Project Projects...

2009-08-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

Nothing much really happened today. Quite a boring day bah.. Nothing to say nothing to post.
Except that i must really buck up in my project liao. It is still not progressing well enouf.

Brothers will be brothers forever, dude, if u see this pls come online, dun isolate urself le.
We can lend u a shoulder to lean on... I'm sure there is other ways de. Cheer up kay?

Hope to listen to u soon.

Skullcandy x)

2009-08-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yay finally got it! My Ti Tokidoki~ cost me 149...need to go on diet liao la. =( Okay posted some pics today, enjoy. Not much things to say except we played worms world party in class. LOL old game but still rocks! we were too noisy though. =x ppl complain liao. dai liao... x.x kk i shall not talk much, picture speaks more than a thousand words!

.Skullcandy Ti-Tokidoki.

Hoping...

2009-08-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today nvr go sch, stayed at home and stoneee. =D boring lah! -.- went to the doc, get the medicine. Like some slping pills, eat liao then slp...lol..Thn night go out for dinner and received msg frm lindsay saying that she found my headphones!! omg..so cool. I'll post some pics of it on tmr's post bah. xD tmr gg to sch again le. bought a black beanie..just feel like it. =p haha. look like a burglar. hoho...

Studio Project.

2009-08-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, the grouping aint that bad afterall...i know 2 out of 3 grpmates. xD okay, jiayou all the way guys~! sian lah, nid to go sch every single day for another 3 weeks, wad's more its 9-6pm lah dam... so sian, today seriously nothing to do, so started on the game environment. designing all the game levels...sooo mafan..=x oh and my sickness is getting worse liao =( cough is coming ... cough!! Tmr muz rmb to bring laptop go !!

Verge of Sickness.

2009-08-16T18:43:00.001+08:00

Rainy evening and sickness is not a good mix. =| yea, i'm about to fall ill..this weather pulls me down even more. Haha, i've got to cheer up! tmr will be the day that we know our grping le. Scared and anxious. I tink i wont be doing much things tonight, maybe get some rest early? Hope that tmr i wont fall into the clutches of illness bah? haha.

Slack'r

2009-08-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yea...slacked whole day at home. So so so bored. Now i feel how you feel whole day at home. =| i hope tmr will be a better day. Just 1 day left to the SP shuffle, getting more and more tensed.

What will happen if you realise you cant lie for one day, what will you do? Well i thought of that when i was watching the movie Liar Liar from chnl 5. So funny. Yea support my fav comedian! Jim all the way!~

Lost.

2009-08-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so lost. So bored...maybe its the end of school? Next week is so scary... shuffling all the grps to our SP grps. hope i dun tio ppl that idk de.. hao sian hao sian wo... 2 days of hol, wad to do? Should i go bball? or shuld i stay at home? i really dunnoe. =| btw xie xie for the treat today. =) i owe u drinks liao. Aft ct stayed in sch and freerun'd abit. Tried handstand and barely made it. But i touched the line! xD so happy. Then aft kk went to break, me and hw laid down and talk abt things. =\ so peaceful...

Cold cold night.

2009-08-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

Why must Clyda release us at the wrong timing today? =x Waited close to 2hrs for a movie. Ahhh at least she got to eat something 1st. The cinema was so cold cold cold cold cold cold COLD! and there were 2 dummies that nvr brought their jackets and they almost froze to death. The movie was alright, not as scary as it seems, just that some parts makes u jump. haha. Yeah, there is something wrong with Esther. =x Okay gtg do my 41 sketches now. If slow then tonight kiss my bed goodbye liao. Chiaoz!~

Crash and Burn

2009-08-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

Today was an epic failure. Everything was not going as planned.
Missing ppt, wrong cd size, randomed 1st to present, waited frm 3.50 to almost 7.
GAWD! It sucks..well at least its over. Now struggling to color my poster for tmr and
try to start on a small A5 environment for desfun. =| sian. no nid slp liao.
Looking forward to a better day tmr. =) hope nothing rains down the parade!

50% Pain 100% Fun.

2009-08-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hello world. i learnt something today - input pain output gain. =D
Haha, jokes..anyway, we went to sch again to chiong our pogd..wah
like all 3 posts of my blog have pogd inside. =| nvm its ending soon!
Tmr got presentation again...zzz i gotta wearing long sleeves. D=

By the way, aft sean went home we went to slack awhile at lvl 4.
Did some freeruns - tic tacs, monkey vaults...and stuffs.
ROLL ROLL ROLL ROLL~~~ on the HARD HARD ground. =|
Nvm i shall tahan. xD

Still Alive...

2009-08-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yo all. Today was such a tiring day..went to funnan thn to bras basar thn to kk's hse.
All for pogd. =| sianz. hope we can finish in time bah, tmr still nid go schh. argh.
The feeling is so mixed. Well i've found a new sport today maybe shuld try it?
Its called freerunning. xD inspired by Mirror's Edge the game. The stunts was like, so cool!
Oh and, i've done with blood+..sad sad sad ending! Somewhat not pleased cos i dint get to see Haji and Saya you know...how the way lovers should be in the end. =\

An extract of the theme song of Mirror's Edge -
Still Alive by Lisa Miskovsky.

Just sunshine
And blue sky
That's just how it goes
For living here

Come fire
Come fire
Let it burn and love come racing through

Oh I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I can't apologise no

Learn to lose
Learn to win
Turn my face against the wind

I will move fast
I will move slow
Take me where I have to go...

Well off to msn le, chiaoz world!

De Birth.

2009-08-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

Wow. Birth of a new blog on the day of the nation. Welcome to my world!

Feel so sad that i will be finishing blood+ tonight. =( Nooooooo.
Anyway i spent like a month to watch finish =x slow right? haha

In another 11hrs i will be meet up with Vanquish to do our pogd le. =d
Okay chiaoz world, i'm going back to msn le.